Hi everyone! It’s been a while. I keep thinking I’d write and write and write, but lying to myself is what I do. Trust me I’m trying! (It’s very hard, I’m going through a thing, etc.) This week I write about Rocky leaving, a.k.a I dump any and all thoughts related to this that have been circling my brain for practically the past month. I say that as a warning that what you’re about to read may lack coherence. I’ve been writing this for two weeks, wondering if I should even send this out at all because not only does it feel the least cool type of vulnerable(?), there’s also a part of this that feels slightly “origin story”-ish that I find hard to write about without sounding like I’m self-therapizing, idk. It’s also one of those things where any word I string together feel like a misrepresentation and a reduction of the real thing.
Love this and love you ❤️